Im leaving..for now

if some "people" are going to miss me..good..and if they don't care absolutely....just as good.....but I am here to advise than i will be off until January 7th, that doesn't mean that i will not advance to the game for the guys that wait for it(if they really care that's it......thinking honestly)maybe i have a few surprises even.....i do this so you know why i wont reply to messages and so on.....and why do i lie....i must stay with the family...maybe i don't like it...but of so many sorrow because of "a few friends" and "i have failed the tests"...i guess is better to cherry up in this xmas...maybe i regain hope to finish this little flash of mine(and many other people that supported me on this)...because...I am simply sad...can't tell why...i know why i fell it...but i can't explain it....doubt that someones understand this...but i can fell better just for writing this...o well....have a Happy Xmas and hopeful next year(if hopeful means to stay and wait to receive instead of giving....o boy...so sad and putrid times are these...)